welcome to my hood: the sweetest, the coolest, the best guy I ever know

the sweetest guy ♥

see that picture? well, he is the only one that I love after my family, the only one who always up to date what I'm doing, the only one who care too much about me, the only one who....... i dunno. what I know exactly is he mean a lot to me and I love him so much :) see his smile? the most sweet smile I ever knew!!!! his smile can makes me smile too with just imagine his face, he makes me so happy and feeling lucky to have him :)

I'll introduce himself, his name is Xatrya Laxamana. sounds weird, eh? yay the first time I knew him, I thought that it was fake name because his name uses 'X' at first and his last name *double x!!*. but it make him special, his name makes everyone that ever known him will easily remember him (I wont say he is hard to be forget) :P and for myself, since I knew him...... em,, well it is hard for me to forget about him -_-

I dunno how to say this. he knows how to treat me right, he always makes me feel comfort everytime he is around me, he sealed my sadness, he makes me laugh, he is the one who control my mood, he says "Im Sorry" and tells me he needs me, he calls me again again and all over again when I get tired of him and hang up the phone, he texts me a hundred messages just to get my attention (creepy), he hugs me when I cry and wipes away my tears, he kiss me when I nag, he is..... he is amazing. amazing just the way he is.

I am the one who stuck up for him, I can stay up until midnight just to talk to him, he can makes my heart flutters when I get a call or a text from him, I fight for him, I miss and love him, I always wanted for his back. and yes I'm happy he is the one who spend my night and the last guy I talk to before sleep. I .... I just.... I never thought I would love him so much....

sometimes I feel like a loser, I feel like I can't make him happy because Im not a communicative and a persuasive person, I don't have the words to make him feel better but I do have the arms to give him a hug, Im listening to whatever he wants to talk about, and I have a heart, heart that will blissfully happy to see his smile... I can't promise him to fix all his problem, but I can promise he wont face his problem alone...

he is the sweetest, the coolest, the..... the best guy in the whole wide world I ever know after my Daddy !!! :)