Life is harsh

I might be an annoying person, but Im pretty sure that no one hates me with myself being crazy, and fussy to everyone I know.
I might be not a royal person to my friends, but it is because I knew what my parent are. I do the best to make my friends feel comfort whenever they are near me not because of the money.

Someone ever told me that, she hated her friends just because friends of her made some planned to spent their holiday, and she didn't counted in. She was really on her bad mood, she was upset. And guess what? It's funny how she just did what her friends did to her. To me! Wasn't it so cruel? -_- maaaan... oyloyloloyoyl yabadabadoooo!!! I feel... klutz -_- huahaha maybe I shouldn't get anger but... hhhh I dunno, I just need time to refresh my mind. remembering that I always be the one they forgotten, it makes me sick while I remember them.

Really. I didn't meant to get feedback for everything I've done. Never. Because of what? what I've been doing, it just came out from my heart and my brain, they are responsible for everything I've done spontaneously.

As life goes on and on, as I grew up I become more ... mature and more kind (I guess). I love nature, I love my friends.. And what i got? pfft.. WHY with a big question mark (like this even more big  ?) on my mind always came out. Should I be the bad guy, I mean bad girl?? Should I??

What is life? Why is good people always be the one who ... what is that call for 'diinjak-injak'? -_- whatever.



P.S : we can't give up on our life, i mean for your friends, family even nature. Be as good as you can, I know deep inside our heart that we are good person :) one more, you guys should know that patience has no limit!! Just think of what I wrote here, remember that 'patience has no limit' :) see you guys around~~